The Past Keeps Haunting

my_fine_hatred_by_crazyloon91

Yesterday, I had to relief another cikgu who was on a one-day medical leave. So I was happily going into the class with a smile, thinking of what to do during the weekend, and at the same time who I should be dating.

Okay let me re-phrase that – because dating is so unIslamic – who I should be hanging out with.

I’ve been talking a few people on a regular basis and I think they’ve earned a lunch with me, or at least coffee. So naturally, I’ve been keeping my mind off something that would certainly disturb me considering that Temasek was probably where it all started. I cannot deny, though, that being far from him does not mean that I would forget. April 20 is nearing and I admit that this date will forever be etched in my mind.

Just as I was beginning to start things anew, one of the students raised her hand and asked “Cikgu, you look familliar.”

“I was an ex-Temasekian,” I replied.

“Which batch were you in?” another question.

“I graduated three years ago,” three’s a jackpot.

“Oh do you know my cousin?” she asked again.

“Does your cousin have a name?” and she did hit jackpot.

And her answer was the last thing I wanted to hear. The funny thing is, she was not even in the school when I was in my graduating year. How does she know that I know him? Or was it coincidence, or perhaps fate? I don’t just know him, I was in love with him, crazily, truly, madly, deeply.

And maybe I still am….